GUYS I WANT TO BE NOSTALGIC AND READ OLD YU-GI-OH FIC. ;w; (speaking of which, I really like how many vapid YGO AUs I've started since 2005 or so, all of which are exactly the same and involve everyone sleeping around and drinking mojitos. Basically.)

ALSO, IDK MY BFF A MEME.

Taking a page out of chirps's book:

lecheporfavor

kasaii

sugar_and_synth

chirps

Welllllllllll I def just got kicked out of a club. And now I guess it's Drunk Fire Emblem O'Clock!

Both of these stolen from kasaii & sugar_and_synth! ♥

Reply to this post and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. ♥ Then you must post the same in your journal.

Your Top 5 Pokémon of all time:
1. ☆ Vaporeon
2. ☆ Kadabra
3. ☆ Espeon
4. ☆ Leafeon
5. & // ☆ Jolteon & Cleffa/Clefairy/Clefable

Your Top 5 Legendary:
1. ☆ Mew
2. ☆ Jirachi
3. ☆ Articuno
4. ☆ Shaymin (land forme)
5. ☆ Latias

Top 5 Pokémon you think are the most ugly/obnoxious:
1. / ✖ Nosepass/Probopass
2. ✖ Spoink
3. / ✖ Hippopotas/Hippowdon
4. / ✖ Piloswine/Mamoswine
5. / ✖ Bronzor/Bronzong

Top 5 Pokémon that you forget are Pokémon:
1. / ✖ Anorith/Armaldo
2. / ✖ Skorupi/Drapion
3. ✖ Rhyperior
4. ✖ Forretress
5. ✖ Stantler

Top 5 Favourite Games:
1. ☆ Pokémon Ruby
2. ☆ Pokémon Puzzle League
3. ☆ Pokémon Diamond (even though I haven't actually played much of it ;A;)
4. ☆ Pokémon LeafGreen
5. ☆ Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Blue Rescue Team

Out of your favourite Type (ghost & electric, I CAN'T PICK ONE FUCK YA'LL, also psychic but I've already posted each one of my favourite psychics so it'd be a little redundant!), your top 5:
1. / & ☆ Misdreavus/Mismagius & Jolteon
2. & ☆ Banette & Shinx
3. & ☆ Haunter & Pikachu
4. & / ☆ Sableye & Plusle/Minun
5. & ☆ Duskull & Flaaffy

Aaaaaand yeah! Just saw Avatar with my parents in between writing this post (WOW SO GOOD, I was not expecting to be so impressed) and I need to finish dickering with my layout! Ok ilu bye. ♥

Stolen from sugar_and_synth and chirps. ♥

If I were a month, I’d be June.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 2:00 PM.
If I were a planet, I’d be Uranus.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a starfish.
If I were a direction, I’d be southeast.
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a Rococo couch.
If I were a liquid, I’d be tea.
If I were a tree, I’d be an orchid tree.
If I were a flower, I’d be a climbing rose.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a lightning storm.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be the human vocal chords.
If I were a color, I’d be pink.
If I were an emotion, I’d be hope.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a mango.
If I were a sound, I’d be a summer storm.
If I were an element, I’d be lightning. (if we're talking classical elements, then air.)
If I were a car, I’d be not a car, because I like to steal other people's answers!
If I were a food, I’d be green tea ice cream.
If I were a place, I’d be Goa, India.
If I were a taste, I’d be coconut.
If I were a scent, I’d be a field of wildflowers in the sun.
If I were an object, I’d be a journal full of words and pressed flowers.
If I were a body part, I’d be the hands.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be the face one makes when one is laughing hysterically.
If I were a song, I’d be Music Sounds Better With You by Stardust.

So, since I am completely insane and a huge Disneyfag, I have decided to create a series of polls on flist-kun's favourite Disney characters/movies/songs/etc. If you please, pick one princess, and the for the rest you can pick up to three if that is what your little heart desires.

DID I MENTION I'M A CRAZY DISNEYFAG CAUSE I KIND OF AM

( part I. )

A+ WOULD LOL AGAIN

Drunk, ronery. If I can't find my Evangeline I at least want to have regrettable drunken sex with strangers.

The summer really can't come fast enough.

Aaaaa hi hello I love my family more than anything in the whole wide world! ♥ Only we would discuss midget sex on Christmas Eve, among other things--like my grandma talking about her crush on Sean Connery. Also, our tradition of reading the pompous Christmas letters my aunt and uncle get from their pretentious asshole of a relative is undoubtedly one of the highlights of every year. This year he wrote what we are now referring to as pornography about the Grand Canyon.

I am so so so so blessed and lucky to have each and every one of my friends and family members, and all of you! ♥ Words really can't express how much I cherish the people in my life. So, a few hours early...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

miarr

GUYS OKAY

I REALIZE I'M ALWAYS LATE TO THE KINGDOM HEARTS PARTY BUT LIKE


IIIII CANNOT EVEN

I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS EXCITED ABOUT KH IN A REALLY LONG TIME AND THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY UGUUUU ;w; I TAKE BACK ALL THE MEAN THINGS I EVER SAID ABOUT NOMURA (EVEN IF THEY WERE TRUE)

I... don't want to go off on a long rant about my vagina, but Kingdom Hearts, as lame as it is, has meant a lot to me for over six years now, and so the fact that I'm truly getting into it again is making me all ~*emotional*~. :')

It has princesses in it! And young Hercules! And ajfksjakga where has this game been all my life!

Hey you guuuys, I'd like to make a long entry right now but I am The Sleepiest Guy. So I will just say: Sarah and I exchanged presents today, it was wonderful, and I now have a pink DSLite to replace my old-school DS with its broken hinges and oogy dirt-filled scratches, among other things! Also, I got four Disney princess Kinder Surprise eggs. They came with four Cinderellas. We were screaming.

A list of things to do!

➀ Wrap aunt Deb's purse, burn her CD, wrap that, wrap dad's painting.
➁ Confirm Princess and the Frog time tomorrow. I'm taking my ten-or-eleven-year-old neighbour to see it, I'm excited! (I've already seen it once and amazingly enough didn't post one long, unbroken scream, but that was pretty much my reaction so there you go)
➂ HI MEG FINISH SOME FUCKING FANFICS, liiike maybe the two Alex/Josh ones that you've been working on for a year, and uh... the Balthier/Vaan one. And oh god, the Narumi/Raidou one! Maybe... that other Adachi/Dojima one. Orrr the Izanami/Hitoshura/Raidou one, that one was pretty wacky, I tell you what! Also, Shaman King porn, Bellatrix being One Crazy Motherfucker, aaand Go To Bed, Gabranth. Yes.

Welp, I'm going to go play Pokemon, I guess! ♥

I've been struggling a lot lately with whether or not I made the right choice to go back to school. I mean, it should seem obvious, right? Everybody finishes high school; it's just something one does. I'm glad I made the effort to go back, because it meant a lot just knowing that I, at that point, wanted to graduate. It was important to me at the time, and I think I'd be more stuck if I hadn't made that choice. But right now everything is just deeply bogging me down. For most people getting high school over with is really not a big deal, and I wish with all my heart that it could be the same for me, but all of my anxiety is, unfortunately, really hard to push past, as much as I wish it wasn't. The school work isn't difficult for me at all, but with all of the anxiety and depression that I still associate with school, with the fear of failure and complete paralysis I face, it becomes something else entirely.

I don't think I'm a weak person for struggling with this. I don't ever want to think of myself that way. But when I get this mired in all of these issues, I have to re-evaluate my priorities. I don't like to think of myself as a quitter for questioning how important all of this so-called "necessary" stuff really is. Is graduating and going to university really what I want and need out of my life? It's a scary thing to do, to completely discard all the vestiges of a so-called "normal life", and sometimes it's impossible, but (and I realize how ~*rebellious teenager*~ of me this sounds) I have to think very seriously about why exactly I'm pursuing the course of action that I am, and whether or not I still feel like it's what I "have to do" even if, at the end of it all, it's ultimately irrelevant to my dreams.

I realize for people who don't have problems with any of that sort of stuff, I must sound like the laziest, most overdramatic person in the entire world, which... you're quite welcome to think, lmfao. That is a-OK by me. But I will say: it is not about me not wanting to or being incapable of working hard, or being lazy, or weak, or whatever. ~*~*hataz gon hate*~*~*

I'm an unfailing optimist, which everyone who reads my LJ should know by now. Even when I'm having a hard time, I believe in myself. I know, with every fibre of my being, that I need to follow my dreams to the fullest degree, wherever that may take me. I know that I'll be happy no matter the circumstances as long as I'm pursuing the things I love. This most definitely sounds like a lot of overly hopeful bullshit, but I know what I want and need out of my life, and if it leads me down different paths, then so be it. I want to be a writer, I want to travel, I want to create things and see everything I can possibly see.

I've got an amazing family and an amazing group of friends. I know I can do it, even if not via the normal routes. ♥

And I should clarify, I'm not making any decisions just yet. I probably need to get my meds adjusted and we'll see how things go after that, but I just think I need to accept that it could end up that school isn't what's right for me, even just at this period in time.

( and now, just in case you weren't already throwing up all over the place, here are some Disney lyrics. )

GUYYYYS YOU GUYS HOLY SHIT I JUST FINISHED TSUBASA AND HAVE CAUGHT UP ON XXXHOLIC. I haven't read mangoes in ages, and now all of a sudden I'm reading this, nostalgia-ing over Shaman King and Whistle!, catching up on One Piece... feels good man.

BUT ANYWAY. ( lakglalbdfblfb Tsubasa in my mouth. )

( lbflbkaibjfbj xxxHolic in my mouth. )

In less nerdy news, Halloween weekend was the best weekend, as I have already mentioned. On Saturday we went to a club and then crashed at Gabe's and played with his roommate's precious babby kittenface. Then I slept basically all Sunday, it was pretty great.

In conclusion, I need a new layout. Bye bbs. ♥

Ohh my god having the best extended Halloween weekend of my entire life! Sarah and I started marathoning Saw last night and baked pumpkin seeds, and today we went and got a costume for me (a Victorian ghost girl with a creepy doll--pretty much a RORITA RACE MONSTER--also I got stuck in a dress at Value Village, that was pretty cool) and ate much lots good food. Also, we were walking by the super old independent theatre on her street and noticed they were playing the Rocky Horror Picture Show, so we went to that in costume and ohhh my godddd it was the best ever. If you ever have the opportunity to go to an audience participation RHPS, holy shit do it.

Tomorrow is Pumpken Carvann, more Saw hopefully, clubbing and a house party at Herr Gabriel's, and then Sunday is Saw VI provided I still have money which I will not at all!

Okay brb bedtime.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

...fml, LJ just ate half this entry. :<

I really have not done anything at all this week, it's pretty bad! I'm just going to write this week off as a bad job and work extra hard next week. :U But now I am just excite for koolsnowball's burfday party tomorrow, where I will see my bros Harrison and Gabe whom I have not seen in many moons.

Also I have no idea what I'm doing for Halloween! I don't even have a costume yet. :< I know Gabe's having a paty at his apaato and I'm going clubbing with Sarah at some point and also carving pumpkins and making cupcakes with her... idk. GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS FOR COSTUMES FLIST-KUN.

Now have a meme stolen from Rauren.

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs. (I am spelling my full name since Meg is much too short.)

Music Sounds Better With You - Stardust
All Time Lows - Hellogoodbye
Rusted Guns of Milan - Art Brut
Grace Kelly - Mika
Australia - The Shins
Rocks and Daggers - Noah and the Whale
Enormous Pop - The Wendy Darlings
The Surf Song - The Hot Toddies

( and so on. )

Guuuuyyyyssss you guuuuyyyyys I want... to get Kingdom Hearts 3582728975836598728972/2 Divided By Four Squared. I've always wanted to get it OBVIII but now I want it even more after reading about it/taking a gander at the official strategy guide. This is the first time I've waited for a KH sequel ;A; III AM A KHTARD 4 LYFE, BRB POURING A 40 ON THE CURB FOR IT

No matter how much I convince myself that Nomura has pretty much been utterly addled by syphilis at this point, I will never stop loving KH and all its ~*wacky sequels*~. U MY GURL LARXENE, U MY GURL